Wednesday, 20 January 2016

Zovem te krikom, gubim glas...



ENG: I spent the roughest couple of days. This Saturday, my Grandmother almost died. I was driving home from work when I received a phone call from my Mum, telling me what happened. My Grandmother got very sick, all of a sudden, she had a massive heart attack. I felt like my whole world was crumbling down and I wished so badly that what I was hearing wasn't really true!
Sunday, my hubby and I rushed in the hospital to see her. She seemed very weak, but better...but then, she started having another crisis, and we were asked to leave the room.
Her doctor told us that she could die. They're doing everything possible to save her, and she managed to get out of the crisis. But now she's on a slow way to recovery. I'm worrying sick about possible complications (older people take longer to recover, and sometimes they can develop complications...). I tried to keep myself busy by cleaning my house like crazy and doing long walks with my dog. The highlight of this week was when my Granny actually phoned me and I heard her voice being a bit better, not so tired and out of breath as it was a few days ago.

I will be staying in my hometown for some period because I want to stay as close to my Granny as possible and visit her in the hospital every day. She's like a second Mum to me, and although she's almost 84 and have lived a long life, it's never the right time to say goodbye forever to your loved ones. I'm not prepared on loosing her just yet. I know she's a fighter, and has the biggest wish lo live...as she said, at least one more Christmas with us.

I don't know how often will I manage to post during the next week, but I'll try to upload some outfit photos that I already have ready :-) I truly love you all for being here & showing your support!

HR: Prolazim kroz jako tesko razdoblje u mom zivotu. Zadnjih par dana bili su nocna mora. Proslu subotu, dok sam se vozila s posla kasno navecer, dobila sam telefonski poziv od moje mame, u kojem mi je rekla da je mojoj baki jako pozlilo i da su morali zvati hitnu pomoc. Moja baka imala je teski srcani infarkt. Tu noc radili su joj koronarografiju i spasili zivot.
Muz i ja pohitali smo u Rijeku vec iduce jutro, kako bi baku posjetili u bolnici.
Zatekli smo ju u bolnickom krevetu, vrlo slabasnu, ali doimala se bolje. Tijekom nase posjete imala je jos jednu veliku krizu, lijecnici su nas zamolili da napustimo sobu dok su joj ubrzano nastojali pomoci i spasiti zivot. Tada nas je doktor izvjestio da je bakino stanje tesko i da bi mogla umrijeti. Cijeli moj svijet srusio se u tom trenutku. Zeljela sam svim srcem da ovo sto prozivljavam nije stvarnost. Nakon sati neizvjesnosti, baka je ipak izasla iz krize i stanje joj se stabiliziralo.
Sada je pred njom dugi oporavak, kojeg se bojim jer starijim ljudima teze se oporaviti, a moguce su i komplikacije.
Ovih dana, briga me izgrizala iznutra. Nastojala sam se okupirati ciscenjem kuce i setnjama sa psom, ali nista nije pomagalo...

Najsvjetlija tocka tjedna bila je kada me je jucer baka nazvala na mobitel! Cula sam njezin glas, koji je zvucao snaznije i vedrije, na putu oporavka. Poljubila sam telefon nakon razgovora sa njom.

Boraviti cu neko vrijeme u svojem rodnom gradu jer zelim biti sto blize baki i posjecivati je dnevno u bolnici. Ona je za mene druga mama i iako ce ove godine navrsiti 84 godine i prozivjela je svoj zivot, nikada nije pravo vrijeme za pozdraviti se zauvijek sa svojim najmilijima, neovisno o tome koliko oni godina imali. Zivot se okrene u jednom trenutku, a ponekad nismo ni svjesni prolaska vremena i ogranicenosti vremena koje nam je dano da ga prozivimo na ovom svijetu...sve dok se tako nesto alarmantno ne desi. Ja znam da je moja baka snazna zena, borac i da ima veliku zelju za zivotom...rekla nam je da zeli sa nama docekati bar jos jedan Bozic.

Ne znam koliko ce cesto ici outfit postovi u iducih tjedan dana, nastojati cu ipak objaviti par postova koje imam vec pripremljene :-) Volim vas svih!






















Outfit info:


DRESS: Second hand shop in Italy
FUZZY VEST: H&M
TIGHTS: H&M
BOOTS: Coolway ("The Vampire Diaries" collection, "Love Sucks")
BAG: Zara
NECKLACE: Pull & Bear
BRACELET: Soufeel
WATCH: JORD, mod. "Sully" in Natural Green 
SUNGLASSES: Firmoo




"Neko sa svojim bolom ide ko s otkritom ranom: svi neka vide.
Drugi ga cvrsto u sebi zgnjeci i ne da mu prijeci u suze i rijeci."

Dobrisa Cesaric, Sakriveni bol

"Sunce, daj mi topline, nebo, daj mi vedrine,
ti, more, mene u plaveti prostrane rasiri..."

Tin Ujevic, Uresi zemlje




31 comments:

  1. I love the dress, sorry for grandmather, I hope everything will be ok.

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  2. GREAT PICS.! AND GREAT LOOK! LOVELY NECKLACES! :)
    xoxo

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  3. Kad tako nesto citam i ja se rastuzujem :( Jelim tovoji babi puno zdravlje i da jos zivi duuuugo!!!
    Tvoji Outfit je super pogotovo haljina! :))
    <3

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  4. The accessories complete the outift! Love this look x
    - mikeystyle.com

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  5. Beautiful photos and outfit, as always dear ;*

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  6. You look great, fantastic styling

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  7. Draga moja, bice sve kako treba, mora da bude.Pozdravi baku i skupi snage, tesko je,ali ti si jaka osoba Sonja. Velika pusa!

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  8. This Girl is Pure Magic :) she know very well, how to doing it. :) very Professional. Dxxx

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  9. Odlican outfit, jako mi je zao to sto se desilo tvojoj baki, budi jaka i budi njena podrska u ovim trenutcima, to je za nju najbitnije :*

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  10. Oh my goodness. I am so sorry to hear about everything you've gone through lately. There is nothing worse than someone you loving being sick. I hope that things get better soon. <3 <3
    the-creationofbeauty.blogspot.com

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  11. Pretty pictures and beautiful model.
    :)
    Kisses
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  12. nadam se da će ti se baka dobro oporaviti, istina je da su kod starijih ljudi moguće komplikacije, ali također često baš oni imaju jako puno duha i uspiju se s svime izboriti! meni je baka prije par godina imala moždani, koju je pratila klinička smrt i teška upala pluća, pa se hvala Bogu iz svega toga izvukla i danas je dobro, iako je cijeli život imala zdrastvenih problema, ona je jedna snažna žena puna života, a takvi često postignu i nemoguće. Tako da puno lijepih želja za oporavak šaljem tvojoj baki!

    Ti jako lijepo izgledaš, slike su divne....veliki pozdrav i drži se! U ovim slučajevima treba se uvijek nadati najboljem.

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  13. thank you dear! I'm now following your blog, please follow mine :)

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  14. Really hope your grandmother is in better conditions now! Keep your head up!
    NICE PICS GIRL! :) LOVED THE BOOTS!

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  15. lovely photos dear.. i wish your Gram's swift recovery .. my prayers are with her , stay strong ..

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  16. Uvijek me oduševiš svojim postovima pa tako i ovaj put! Predivno! xx

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    http://staliaisbae.blogspot.ba/2016/01/13th-episode-got-me-like.html

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  17. Predivne slike, kao i uvek!

    Novi post je na mom blogu, pa pogledaj kad stignes!
    http://missbabybluelove.blogspot.rs/2016/01/day-and-night.html

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  18. I wish you the best!
    Hopefully everything will end up fine.
    xx
    Celien | The Losing Struggle

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  19. Baš mi je žao zbog tog događaja s bakom, želim joj brz oporavak i svima puno snage i strpljenja.
    Autfit je prelijep, mnogo mi se sviđa haljinica, i slike su predobre zaista!
    xoxo

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  20. Bas mi je zao zbog svega sto se desilo s tvojom bakom, ali drago mi je da se je stanje stabiliziralo. Vjerujem kako ce sve ipak biti dobro. Outfit je bas lijep, haljina je bas slatka. Torbica mi se posebno svidja *-*
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  21. Bas mi je zao zbog svega sto se desilo s tvojom bakom, ali drago mi je da se je stanje stabiliziralo. Vjerujem kako ce sve ipak biti dobro. Outfit je bas lijep, haljina je bas slatka. Torbica mi se posebno svidja *-*
    Pogledaj novi post kod mene i postavi par pitanja za q&a: beautybyshoppingholicgirl.blogspot.hr

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  22. You look amazing
    Beautiful ensemble

    Love Vikee
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  23. very nice post! now i follow you ^_^

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  24. very nice post! now i follow you ^_^

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